High risk

So I'm almost 35 and that is considered high risk for women who are pregnant. I'm a worry wart by nature and read up on every side effect which is prolly bad. I google everyday and sometimes it's helpful and other times it's scary. I have the what to expect when expecting on my nook and a paper copy of your pregnacy week by week. The latter is very scary as it constantly talks about risks and how they are scary but I new to know. 

Monday I started the "spotting" and Tuesday it looked more like a period. Tuesday night I didn't make it through my shift. I had started cramping mid day at app and it just got worse as I walked around putting away reshelves at Bn. I had to go home. Cramps went away that night and I haven't seen anything bad this morning, but I'm still scared. Chris took away my book and my nook last night so I wouldn't read anymore and continue to upset myself. 

The book did say to call doctor if I saw blood. So I called when the office opened and went to the doctor. Currently I'm waiting in the packed office. 

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